Does Infinity really Exist ?????

The biggest puzzle in the Civilised world is Infinite. Does the value infinite really exist?
Well from my point of view I dont feel the value infinite exists.Its attitude of People which makes it infinite.even the stars in the sky are countable(the ones which we know).The day we think nothing is Impossible i dont think the count infinite will exist may be we will keep working but hope will remain that some day we will complete the task.The biggest loss in ones life will be hope the loss of which gives rise to puzzles like Infinity.
So friends what ever happens never lose hope in life. Hope may lead you to all other things that you may desire in life.
Being an Aethist myself felt guilty whne was reminded by my friend what am doing in life with no hope of better future.
Yes the day did change my life I started believeing in Miracles and God so am no longer an Aethist.
Miracles happpens in every body's life the only pity is that we are not wise enough to identify them.
In my life what seemd to be the dead end for me wasn't really the dead end thanks to my friend who advised me to forgive myself and come out of the debris I pushed Myself into.Yeah I am happy today am very happy that some times I feel on top of world.Miracles not necessary to be coming from God May be it some times comes from the people around you just keep you eyes wide open to Identify them.

Dunno when I will again update my blog but until then Bye.

Mr Devil

Loneliness Looms in again

Well this article may sound a bit weird to my friends.

They may be thinking " Roshan Are you alone"

(They are adapted of seeing me always surrounded by friends always laughing) People do remember me for a Loud laugh and a broad smile as a person who laughs even on silliest of Jokes.

I am forced to question myself many times "Are those smiles true ?"

Many a times I try to consolidate my self giving reasons that cannot be acceptable. I did have my good days I too had few very close people in my College, School and even in the place where I work. But I never felt like sharing all my feelings with even my closest of friends.

What I always stuck to was what" What will my friend think about me If I share this?"

But later I was slowly coming out of this cocoon and trying to share my feelings with people whom I considered my friends, started coming out of my loneliness and showing up my emotional side the only feeling I had while doing so are after all they r my friends they can understand me and my feelings without hurting them.

And the answer I got was no you are turning into a fool. Yes indeed I was becoming a fool showing out my emotional weaknesses and exposing my Personal Likes and Dislikes.

A lot of them felt I started boring them and a few took advantage of my feelings. But that gave me a valuable lesson people preferred to stay around me bcoz I used to entertain them and used to Listen to their Grumblings.

After that was a hard call to make was to stop exposing my emotional side and my feeling wraping them back into the cocoon from which the I bought out my feelings. They were there alone and sad but they were never crushed, made fun of or never did any one take advantage of them.The loneliness in my life looms in again.

This time adversely I am happy about my loneliness I am prepared to live in my own world of fantasies not only the sad one but happy ones too.

And indeed I decided to put up the fake look and smile again which I wore may be that the way the world wants to see you.

I too had some true friends who stood by me in my days of peril just wanna thank them for standing aside me the grass on the other side was greener but still you guys decided to stay along side me not only stay along side me but also rescued me from the peril.

Thanks once more guy. I am always gratified towards you guys.

Thanks

Mr Devil

My Papa Strongest

'My Papa Strongest' this is the statement each and every kid speaks and boasts of when he or she is 5 Years old . As Time passes on this Quote changes

10 Years ' My Father is Good '

15 Years ' My father questions a lot man'

25 Years ' My father is a Pain at home'

This is the one that happens to every one, and I am ashamed to say I am no different.

Today I am 24 years old upto last week I too thought the third Phrase.

Well as popularly said time is a great teacher all the attractions and surroundings carried me a long way where i felt my parents were no longer Important and and can face this world all alone.

I was wrong the past one months did bring me some disastrous changes where I saw myself standing alone amidst rubbles and betrayals not knowing where to go and hide for cover.

Its where i turned back to my parents. I felt really ashamed for what I was thinking a week back. I am sorry Dad, I am sorry Mom these were the words I wanted to utter but I didnt.

Because the forgave me before I confessed .

Friends I just remembered an incident that happened when I was 7.

Me sitting in a restaurant with my father having a Dosa.

With the Dosa on my plate half complete i was asking the waiter to serve another one.

My father sitting aside me was just smiling and feeding me the remaining dosa promising to get the another one once i finished the first one.

Tears really rolled down my eyes I wanted the day back when my father feeds me in a hotel.

I want back the affection with my father and mother.

Friends just collect as many as incidents of this kind in your life bcoz when u want them these incidents wont be there.

Recently when i was depressed a friend of mine said

" Just have a close look at you mom she is the most beautiful thing in the world"

My friends he was damn true.

Respect you parents the most my friends Bcoz they are the only people u can always trun for support and help even though they dont expect any thing from you.

" I Love You Mom

I Love You Dad "

Do repeat these words every day in the morning you will feel the difference.

Love your mom and Dad my friends.

I am not the Biggest, a Bigger one is just around the Corner

In life the best lesson every one learns is the current thing is not the biggest but the bigger one is Just around the corner (The thing can be any thing Sorrow, Happiness etc). But very few of us really accept the fact. I to never accepted the fact until some days back but time as a great teacher teaches even its weakest students. Lets consider our own Life

• In our schools Passing out higher secondary is a tough call. We feel Heavens are waiting for us in colleges outside the school boundaries.
• But when in colleges we realize that the challenges are much stiffer its a do or die thing to pass out from the colleges
• When we complete our college Jobs become our top priority and start feeling getting a Job is the toughest thing.
• But buddy when in Job we realize sustaining a Job is even tougher.

Each of these challenges were undoubtedly bigger than the previous one(just like the two clouds in in the top left corner of the page).

As Time passes by be we prepare our selves and face each challenge as it comes. But if we start preparing for the challenges in advance Life can be a lot easier.
I mean when we are sorrounded by Sorrow or Joy, if we just spend a minute thinking that a bigger one is around the corner neither sorrow can spoil your today nor Joy can get to your head.

Instead we start taking things the way it comes, and remember guys that the secret to a happy life.

In todays life every one is sorrounded by Joy as well as Sorrow, But not all of them grumble.

To stop grumbling is the best lesson I learnt in my life.

One of my friends who is Psychologist once suggested me to stop grumbling and remove the Negativity in my speech and gauranteed me the day I do this I will have peace of mind.

Yes she was right I do relax now, I do sleep peacefully if not for long hours but atleast for short time spans.

It really helps my friends just try it once, it may not be a solution to all your problems but can be a solution to some of them.

I am signing of for this post and hoping to sleep Peacefully.

Thanks

Devil

What this is all about

Hi guys,

Well you can find out about me from My profile.

This blog is all about my experience with my real life incidents.

Well in between you may find a couple of Quotes my friends advised to me.

And how I understood it.

May be I would have misinterpreted a few of them.

Any point in the Blog you feel what I expressed here is unclear you may always revert back to me. I will be more than happy to clarify points that are unclear.

And to get back to me you can always mail me at kotroshan@gmail.com.

Disclaimer: all the incidents in this blog are not intended to hurt any one as it interwines with the personal life of a few people. You may never find me using any names over here or Places.

Just Tune in here for updates.

Thanks

Mr Devil

(As one of my friend calls me for not sleeping.)